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Everything fades.

Like echoes of memories

And worn down lines

old friends soon change

And all at once everything fades

Lost and weary your left alone

And yet surounded by people who care



Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?

When all you want is the thing you hate,

To be left alone



Its too dam hard

To wake up to reality and realize

You hate the persone youve become

If this is a test i dont think ill make it.....



This mirror is my gratest enemy

A personal wake up call

A reminder of all the things i hate..

So these visions of happyness fades

And all at once it happens agin

The world fades into nothing

And vocies call in vain,

And im left alone once agin



This pain is too much

I cant just turn away

And i dreed the thought of tommorow

And and Another day.....



The last thread is strung

And Its true you hold all the rains

But the way you control me

Makes me insane..



So hold on young one

Just for one more day

When life seems so pointless

And you hold no more happyness

Only pain....



Just when you think its over

Everything Fades....

You know what i love about the moon.

In todays world in todays life everything is all go, go, go. You cant stop even for a second because if you do you are left behind before you know it.

But the moon,

No matter where you are who you are or what your problems are the moon is there. It dosent change for anyone or anything. Its is constantly spinning in its own pace.

It dosent speed up or slow down.

So when you can just sit and stare at the stars and space, if you can grasp those few moments of peace.

And just watch....

Its as if the world slows down, just a little bit.

A few moments of the realization that life is nothing without the little things.

And then its gone back to reality and the hustle of everyday life.

It all seems pointless i know but, just for that second, for that moment. Its like nothing else matters and i feel happy,

But its just a second.....